Four months after losing her premature newborn daughter Miracle to cardiac arrest, rising Jamaican dancehall performer Kizzy Don has opened up for the first time about her devastating grief, channeling her unprocessed trauma into a raw, emotionally devastating new music video for the single titled *Therapy*. The track, co-crafted with Kizzy Don’s partner and Miracle’s father, fellow dancehall artist Kiprich, lays bare the crippling psychological weight of parental loss that has reshaped every area of her life since the tragedy unfolded in Colombia earlier this year.
The heartbreaking chain of events began when Kizzy Don traveled with Kiprich to a live performance gig in Colombia, where she developed unexpected pregnancy complications that forced Miracle’s premature delivery. The infant was hospitalized in Barranquilla, and passed away from cardiac arrest on January 29, a loss that left Kizzy Don reeling from persistent, overwhelming grief that has not faded in the months that followed.
One of the single’s most haunting lines perfectly distills Kizzy Don’s daily struggle: “What did I do? I am living but I am confused.” In an interview with *Observer Online*, she explained that this verse captures the messy, conflicting mix of guilt, sadness, emptiness and anger that defines the trauma of losing a child. “Those lines are the most powerful for me, because that is my reality,” she said. “I am constantly questioning the situation, what did I do? What did I do for this to happen to me and Kipo.”
Even four months on, unprompted waves of tears overtake her without warning, turning her naturally outgoing, sunny disposition inward and straining her public interactions with fans. “I find myself crying a lot, I feel like I am not ready to engage with them, when I see them, I try to hide,” she shared. “I know they want to talk about it but I am so hurt about it, I don’t how to express myself.”
To work through her trauma, Kizzy Don attends regular therapy sessions, and draws on the quiet resilience modeled by her mother, who taught her to keep moving forward through hardship. She added that Kiprich has been an unwavering source of support, both as a partner in grief and a collaborator on the track. Still, Kizzy Don has tried to hide the depths of her pain from him to let him hold space for her strength: “He is trying to be strong for me so I don’t want to give off that energy, so when I want to cry, I have to go to the bathroom.”
Releasing *Therapy* is itself part of Kizzy Don’s healing journey, a deliberate step toward moving past daily grief for both her own sake and her partnership. “I don’t want to be crying everyday, I don’t want the household to be sad, because one person has to be strong,” she explained. “He is trying to get the fun side out of me, but it’s a struggle for me, but this song itself is a bit of therapy for me.”
The track’s accompanying music video has already earned more than 27,000 views in just a few days since its Friday release, a testament to the raw resonance of Kizzy Don’s story. A prominent social media creator with 179,000 Instagram followers and more than 325,000 TikTok followers, Kizzy Don has stepped back from posting in recent months, admitting “When I open the camera, I don’t know what to say.”
Looking ahead, Kizzy Don and Kiprich plan to try for another child soon, a decision she says is central to her long-term healing. “I am not going to truly heal until I get back another child,” she said. “I feel like a part of me missing still because mi don’t have the baby, so anytime I get back a baby, I feel like I can try to look past things. I just want back a child.”
Fans have flooded the comment sections of the video with messages of solidarity and praise, celebrating the track’s raw emotional honesty. “This song touches the deepest parts of the soul….. it speaks the words many of us struggle to say out loud,” one fan wrote. “Pain, healing, love, and strength all wrapped into one beautiful expression. Music like this reminds us that even when we feel alone, someone out there gets it.” Another commented, “Am I the only one crying? It’s like I can feel the pain somehow,” while dozens more left notes encouraging Kizzy Don to continue her healing journey.